This is the song of the moment because: is soooo Ebony Doll!!!!!!! when grow up is right, I'm not worried about fame, all I want is to share my vision. I am turnign 17 next month (yea me!!!!!!) every single year people tell me that I'm becoming a woman lol my sixteenth was the worst I decided not to have a party because I thought no one would come so I spent the entire day volunteering at a recreation center, surving people food and since a couple of my friends we're telling people that it was my birthday, some of them gave me money. I hope that I become a woman someday....or atleast feel like one at some point in my life. the only thing I want for my birthday is to have as much confidence as these women do.
We'll....on the contrary I slept good and hard but I had the stangest dream ='/ well...basicly we we're on our way to coulone, and I was getting dressed, it was the late evening ( alil late to be taking a field trip to the beach but none the less that's where we were going) and wile I was getting ready I decided to do alil voxing [the urge to multi-task is an inevitable cures that runs throught the women in my family lol jk] but as I was web sufing a ran into a few pop ups....and nudy sites (ewwww! I know) but suddenly I came across a site that said "not even close to legal but oh so ready to be loved", the pop up was in sepia and the explanation was hilarious (see the girl in their NATURAL habitat then imagine them getting down and dirty...featuring 4 girls that love too &*(% including two new teenage untouchable beautys.....sounds like a freak act in a circus don't it lol ) I had to see the rest of the page(I normaly surf on my sidekick and it only shows the top of the page and then you can scroll down from there) but as I scrolled down I see the picture I noticed how familiar they looked, too familiare, inface they we're really old pictures of ME And my BESTFRIEND BLUW..............from when we we're around 12 years old WTF!!!!!!! I seen it then suddenly thought (NO!!!!! this can't be possible I don't have any of these pictures on my blog and and......... what will this do to my future????? and... and... and....................... what will my Family say????) so I decided I was just imagining it and the girls probably just looked kinda like us, so I looked it up on my giant teddy bears stomach so I could get a better look(the teddy bear had a large computer screem that happened to be his tummy(I kinda want one like that now) but when I looked it up on the big screen it was worse than I ever could have imagined (we were'nt nude or anything you had to give a credit card number or sumthing to enter the site) but it showed about 20 pictures of just me and her with our friends and hanging out together, there was even a family photo I took with my parents on xmas when I was 11. I ended up showing it too my parents they asked me things like (what was wrong with me) and (what have byou done!!!!) but at the end we calmed down and decided that some one might have stole pictures Blue had stored on her Myspace....so as soon as she got back from germany we would inform her and the authoritys............but when I woke up I was sooooo shakin up I wanted to quit my vox all to gether so there was no trace of me on the internet. Now I really feel for the people that have to go through sitchuations like that, so today I'de like for you to pray for all the innocent and not so innocent internet victims out there and pray that others have the wisdom to stay out of those type of sitchuations....because that's exactly what I'll be doing.
Ebony Doll
I'm laying here all by myself drenched in darkness with a cellphone permanently glued to my fingertips, looking for distaction, peace.....no consulment....I could still be awake because my parents and their arguing, I could be disturbed because its very easy to go nowhere fast and I'm runing outa bus fair but honestly................................. All I wanna do I fall asleep in your arms, I listen to your heart beat wile our souls touch in utter and complete purity. love, hate, trust, fear, weakness and strenth swirling through the emotions of my mind as I dream of I love you's, you may never say and a security I can't not bring myself to believe exists beyond fairytales. So tell me you love me wile you play with my hair and fall asleep with your arms wraped around me as if I'm the toy you need to have so you can go to sleep at night. Tonight you are my bedtime story and just so you know, we live happily ever after.
EbonyDoll- day(night)dreaming
Although we typically post on Team Vox to let you know about things that are going on with Vox (to, uh, state the obvious), once in a while, we like to let you know about other cool things that are happening around the blogosphere. And we think the idea of four hilarious mommy bloggers traveling across the U.S. on their way to the BlogHer '08 conference - all the while blogging and video blogging the journey - is one trip you will not want to miss.
Four adventurous bloggers from the Silicon Valley Moms Group were selected to participate in the Summer Road Trip '08 and blog about their travels, hotel stays, media appearances, time away from their families, and life on the road. Six Apart helped them partner up with General Motors, who provided the blogging mommies with a Chevy Tahoe Hybrid SUV to help make their journey comfy, safe, and a little more green.
In case you're not familiar with them, SV Moms is a group of over 200 bloggers who showcase the ups, downs, outrages, struggles, victories, and everyday humor of motherhood. There are currently nine regional and demographically tailored sites that give mothers from D.C., New Jersey, the Deep South, Rocky Mountains, L.A., and Silicon Valley a powerful voice and sense of camaraderie across the country. Whether you're a mother, a child, or just a person who enjoys a good blog, you'll really love reading the words of these amazing women.
The moms buckled into their Chevy Tahoe Hybrid SUV on July 11th and even got an encouraging message from Katie Couric to kick things off! They are currently somewhere in the middle of America making their way to San Francisco where they'll attend an SV Moms Group Party, as well as BlogHer '08.
You do not want to miss these entertaining and irreverent bloggers -- or their spontaneous contest giveaways! -- as they blog from the road. Experience the journey at MomRoadTrip.com.
And let us know about your summer road trip - or plane/boat/bus trip - in the comments! (I like to live vicariously.)
If you could leave notes for the future, what message would you have left in the past for today?
Well its kinda hard to say I'm not doing so well right now....health wise,school wise, home wise I'm all screwed up with no were to go so this is note I would love to have left (I don't know if it is true but I know this is what I would want it to say)
don't waste time on things that will hinder you
Focus on the things that will help you
So
Try harder
Do better
Stop whining
Build a bridge and Get over it
if people don't get you then oh well don't try and force yourself on them (or it will make you even harded to understand)
And don't worry because things will be ok and if no one else loves you, then I will.
Max Fleischer (July 19, 1883 – September 11, 1972) was an important Austrian-American pioneer in the development of the animated cartoon who served as the head of Fleischer Studios. He brought such characters as Betty Boop, Koko the Clown, Popeye, and Superman to the movie screen and was responsible for a number of technological innovations.
"Super Crucial"
as in "Dame girl you, are Super Crucial ;-)"
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Do you live in or around Cincinnati, Ohio? If so, you're in luck because Scott and the Queen City Voxers Group have organized a Vox user meetup!
WHERE: Ault Park Playground. 3600 Observatory Avenue, Cincinnati, Ohio 45208. "We'll look for each other at the playground marked by the red X below. If it's raining, head for the shelter to the north of the [red] X."
To RSVP (which is not essential, but is appreciated), reply to Scott's announcement or send him a private message. All Voxers, as well as their friends and family, are welcome to attend.
If you do attend the meetup, have a great time and please take lots of pictures and send them to me so I can post them in Team Vox for everyone to see!
Thank you so much to Scott for organizing this meetup. Wish I could be there!
McLovin, Willi girl, nae nae and all my soul singin sistas
Songs that describe my various emotions and mindsets for this summer
Links from my Neighborhood
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